Kiribanned 37k _ Im bad at talking about myself

congrats on me, bossbug for winning the kiriban. i.imgur.com/nzNF11V.png
he gets a free drawing for being so awesome and amazing.

Uh, jokes aside. I've been dead for a while. If you havent already follow me on kabutomail on tumblr, i post more things there. Why, i'm not 100% sure myself.
It always bothers me to post unfinished and sketchy things on dA and id rather not post every thing in scraps. Its probably my fault for being such a bad artist.
I'm not even comfortable making journals in general, does anyone even read these?
I will make an attempt to post on da more often. Ive had a change in shift and ive had better times. The years almost over, i think ive made some kind of progress on improvement. You dont notice these kinda things until its like way after. I also wish i could make a poll. This is hypothetical but if i started commissions, would anyone take them? maybe like $2-5 sketches/colors? I dont really have the time to do it but i've always wondered if anyone liked my garbage enough to buy something from me.

WOW ITS BEEN 4 YEARS?